Trying to understand my own mistake! Hey Guys, I am going to narrate an incidence to you. This happened this morning. I need your feedback. I want to understand my own mistake here. I am not able to figure out if I was really at fault in this incidence.
Ok, I reached office and the office parking was full. So I parked my car behind my office, this is an area where many people from our office park their cars. Its slushy area and some hawkers also stand there. This area is not actually our legal office parking but its safe for parking your car here. The guard does not watch over your car here, but you won’t usually have any problem.
Some days back I guess the municipality people had dug up some parts in this area and left the ditch open (...for unfortunate people like me). So this morning while parking my car I happened to go too close to one of this camouflaged ditch which I though was just slush. Result was as you thought; the front 2 wheels of my car got stuck there.
I tried a lot of times, but the wheels kept moving inside the ditch as they were not able to get a grip. In my constant struggle to take my car out, one of the wheels which was deep inside the ditch spilled a lot of mud on the car that was parked next to mine. This was a blue zen.
I completely agree and understand that I have no right to dirty someone else’s car, but I had absolutely no option. Anyway, taking out my car from that situation was a real chaos which really tired me emotionally. Finally the car was out (that’s another long story).
I came to office and started my work.
After lunch while I was busy a guy walked up to me and said in a intimidating tone “is xxxx your car’s number?”. I was like, “yes”. He said “saath vale car mere thie”, I had no idea what he was talking about. Then in a flash I realized that he is talking about the car that got dirty. I said “I am sorry, but my car had got stuck and I didn’t knew it was your car, I am sorry it got dirty”. He gave me an angry look and I don’t know what he mumbled inside his mouth (I guess he was swearing at me). I said “see I can get it washed if you want”, but he walked away looking at me as if I have murdered someone.
Trust me it was really disturbing.
It was just mud, I swear and that too just on the front side towards the wheel. And while all that happened, I had no idea that this zen belonged to someone in my office. If I had known, I think I would have written a mail saying sorry. But I didn’t know that, besides I was really upset because the way my car got out of this ditch finally was upsetting. I could smell the clutch plates being fried. I cursed myself for being so stupid (I still am).
And on top of that more upsetting was the behavior of this guy.
Was it my mistake? I mean, I need to know that was it really wrong on my part that I didn’t tried to find out about this car’s owner.
Am I selfish that I bothered about my car only and didn’t bother about saying sorry to this person? I mean, did I really deserve this.
Actually, I hate myself for everything. I hate myself for driving into this ditch like a blind person. |