Chapter Two : “tham, Kaun Jaata Hai?” (stop, Who Is Going?) Before I narrate this incident let me tell you something about our units lay out in Kargil and the security aspect of it.
If my memory does not fail me the Kargil cantonment lies on either side of the Leh – Srinagar highway. Just after the cantonment finishes there is a bridge on River Suru and after that on the other side of Suru the Kargil Town starts.
While coming from Leh, our unit was on the left side of the road. As you entered the units TCP (traffic check point) right side was a big field for sports and other unit activities. After the field finished there was accommodation for officers and visiting families. The road finished at my Dad’s single room bungalow. I shall call it a bungalow as being the CO (commanding officer) of the Unit he was privileged to get a mud house, while the others stayed in tin sheds.
Since there was just one room in the bungalow and there were 3 of us kids, a tent was pitched next to the house for us to stay. Five feet behind the tent was a cliff about 100 feet high and below in the gorge Suru used to flow. Across Suru were very high mountains and on a clear day Nun-Kun peaks were visible.
Now on the left side from the TCP, the area was much bigger than the right side. Initially after a field it had Unit offices and the Jawan’s accommodation. After the Jawans accommodation was the MT Park where the unit’s vehicles like jeep, jongas and the bigger ones were kept. Next to the MT park was the shed for the Bofor’s guns.
Opposite the Gun shed (towards the main unit road side) was the Quarter Guard.
Now quarter guard in a unit is a place where all the arms and ammunition of the unit is kept. Since all the arms and ammunition is kept here, it is guarded with armed men all the time. The quarter guard is situated in such a way that an eye on the Gun shed can also be kept from there. The quarter guard also has a small cell for rogue elements.
After the Gun shed came the officer’s mess, where all the officers and the families collected for their meals. And after the Officers mess was our tent and then the cliff.
Well, Hope you got the picture.
Since J&K was simmering that time, the security was very tight within the unit. The unit was surrounded by barbed wires. Armed men used to petrol the unit area all the time. 2130 hrs was “generators off” time and after that no lights were allowed. Basically after 2130 there was an undeclared curfew within the unit. No one was supposed to be out if not required, and those who were supposed to be out were issued code words for recognition.
Even to go out of the unit premises, you needed an armed guard to be with you. No one including the Jawans were supposed to go out without an armed escort. Such was the security scene. Now the incident:
It was barely 3-4 days since we had arrived in Kargil. After having our dinner we retired to our tents and were ready to sleep. While returning to our tent I had noticed that it was an absolutely clear night and there were countless stars visible in the sky. I had never seen such a sight ever. I could not sleep and soon I was out of my tent looking up at the night sky and gazing the stars. While gazing the stars without actually realizing I must have wandered off into the Gun shed. As mentioned the Gun shed was just about 2 minutes walk from my tent. Before I realized where I was it was too late.
A shrill power full voice broke through the silence of the night “tham, kaun jaata hai?” and everything fell quiet. It was so quiet that I could hear my heart pounding against my chest. I did not know what to do; I did not know the code word.
I knew that this voice was coming from the quarter guard as some one must have seen some figure walking aimlessly in the night and that too in the Gun shed and hence raised the query. Search lights followed after the voice.
I had to act quickly before everyone would be alerted and came there to investigate. I mustered some courage and replied meakly “Bhaiyya main hoon Dhiraj, Colonel Sahab ka ladka” ( its me Dhiraj, Col’s son). I was too soft, I don’t know whether he heard me back or just chose to ignore it, as again came the shrill voice “Tham, kaun jaata hai?” The sound was so shrill and powerfull that it sent shivers in my spine. If ever the phrase “shitting in the pants” came true, I was very close to it.
I moved behind taking the shelter of a gun, just hoping and praying that the man shouting at me would think that I was just an imagination of his mind and would stop screaming out. Every minute spent behind the gun seemed like an hour. A few minutes later the words echoed again, but it was a different voice this time and I swear I heard one of them corking his gun. I was doomed, now there were two of them looking for me, and one of them had his gun ready to kill me.
I started sobbing; I did not want my holidays to end like this. Basically I was scared, and when you scared all horrible thoughts flash across your mind. Suddenly I heard footsteps coming towards me, I had to act and I had to act fast. This was my only chance to show myself. I told to myself “you not a rogue, you genuinely wandered off, though you know you not supposed to be here but still come out and show your self”
Whoever the guy was now very close to me, I put my hands up and came out and started crying to him “bhaiyya main hoon Dhiraj, Mujhey please mat maro” That guy also seemed to be stunned for a moment, he didn’t expect me to come out running and crying to him. He was shining his torch at me and essence of the conversation that happened is as follows Bhaiyya : Arrey tum yahan kya kar rahe ho Me : Bhaiyya main aise hi idhar aa gaya. Bhaiyya : chalo tumhey ghar le jaoon. Me : Nahin, nahin wo quarter guard waley bhaiyya mujhey mar dalengey. Bhaiyya : Kyon marengey wo tujhey ( he must be thinking by now that I am mad) Me(sobbing) : unhoney mujhey dekh liya aur bar bar kehtey hain "THAM KAUN JAATA HAI" Bhaiyya now laughing uncontrollably : tum yahan pe kitni der se ho?
I was under stress and he was laughing, I was confused Me : lagta hai eik ghanta ho gaya ( I later realized it was only 20 minutes) Bhaiyya : Koi nahin marega, chalo, thand lag jayegi Me: aur wo quarter guard wale bhaiyya? Bhaiyya still laughing: Unki aaj training chal rahi hai, isliye bar bar chilla rahey hain. Tum chalo nahin to Col sahib meri class le lengey!!!
After listening that it was just a training happening I relaxed a bit. That explained why after even 3 shouts no one actually came looking for me. I was escorted to the tent and was told not to come out again. As I lay in the bed I started smiling, what a fool I was made today!!! |