Actually I wrote an email to those in my circle expressing the way I felt.
I'd like to share it with you.
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I now share my Birthday with the death anniversary of one of the greatest icons of modern music – Michael Jackson.
Michael Jackson was one of the greatest musical geniuses the world has known. With his soulful sweet voice, deeply-troubled persona – a shy person yet madly rebellious dancer – there is nobody who didn’t know him.
I remember when Thriller was released. My uncle bought me a 12” record and I must have worn out the needle and the record with the number of times I played it. I was young and I can never forget standing sideways and doing the little hair and body flick step he did with all the ghoulish creatures in the music video.
My Mom would make me do that step when we had guests
Come on, do your favourite Michael Jackson step, come on, show Uncle how well you do that and I would do it, till finally one day the embarrassment meant more to me than the moonwalk.
Two days ago I visited michaeljacksonlive.com something I have never done before. I read about the concert in London. This is it, said Michael Jackson. This is the last time I’m performing live. I was compelled to go through the site, watch the hysteria around the HIStory video (with Michael walking in his military uniform and the girls screaming and passing out) and then surfed a bit more on the internet, read about his various plastic surgeries and controversies. I don’t know why I wanted to do it, read about Michael Jackson and see what he was up to.
This morning I woke up to find an SMS from Nitrous.
The King of Pop is dead! and I thought
What? How? Impossible! A quick visit to the news sites and it was confirmed.
He was dead before he reached the hospital. Michael Jackson, the incredible entertainer and outstanding musician whose life was riddled with more controversy than any other celebrity has ever known.
He was a freak, they say, a disturbed personality with a terrible childhood.
I quote from his song “Childhood”
Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for the world that I come from
'Cause I've been looking around
In the lost and found of my heart...
No one understands me
They view it as such strange eccentricities...
'Cause I keep kidding around
Like a child, but pardon me...
People say I'm not okay
'Cause I love such elementary things...
It's been my fate to compensate,
for the Childhood
I've never known...
Did Michael Jackson truly do the awful things everyone said he did? I don’t know.
Did Michael Jackson leave a trail of incredible music behind him? Absolutely yes!
Yes, I would have preferred if he had to return to the arena with millions of people watching him, I would have loved to see people forget everything and enjoy the entertainer he was rather than read all the bad press about him. I would have loved it if Michael Jackson had died back at the top of his game instead of dying as an eccentric recluse, addicted to painkillers.
But he didn’t.
He’s gone now and all we have left is a little music he made.
When you listen to his beautiful music, remember him. Think of Michael Jackson.
He was a great man.
Michael J. Jackson. 29th August 1958 – 25th June 2009
(Image by cippo)
Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night
Like A Sunset
Dying With The Rising Of The Moon
Gone Too Soon
Gone Too Soon.
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I got some beautiful, memorable heart-felt responses and I realised that day why I keep my friends close to my heart (and on my mailing list).